Relationship part 3...

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Wow!!! I'm not sure why, but this third part suddenly came to my mind so i better write this in my blog before i forget.

Aiseh...3rd point already in less than one week. Am i on a writing spree or what? Hahaha! Its all kinda lots of reading for your liking. If you really are a patience person and are willing to learn then be my guest to read and indulge yourself. Remember, everything i write is based on my experience and also from what i learn throughout all these years.

Point #3
Being Secure in Yourself

Yes, being secure is the utmost importance in a relationship. It is really important before you even start a relationship. First you need to really be secure in yourself. In who you really are and what you really want in a partner. Then you need to be secure also in God that this is what God wants for you in your life. If it isn't then don't do it. Remember that God is always first on your list.

Basically, as a people person, we meet tons of people around us. And me being a people person myself knows this very well. Sometimes when meeting people here and there, at certain rare times, sparks may occasionally fly. If you know what i mean. You may not fall in love at first sight but you tend to admire them at the start. Maybe by their appearance, or maybe by their character or even their ability in something like dance or something.

I had to learn this the hard way. First things first, is NEVER fall in love before you are even attached. This is the first lesson if you are looking for a girlfriend or boyfriend. Yes, i know feelings cannot be controlled at most times, but God gave us self control free. We can control our selves and make our own decisions depending on situation. We can answer No to any questions we are asked. The answer is always in your hands.

Yes, even if you admire someone, or like someone, just NEVER FALL IN LOVE with them. Once you have fallen in love, the devil will just be in control of your decision making rather than yourself. Falling in love before you are in a relationship is like a trap that is set by the devil. Which can lead to many many things happening in the future. It can either destroy you or either make you the happiest person on earth. Yes, I've seen many broken people just because of this. They just fell in love before they even know it. And the results has seen many friendships broken or just tainted with awkwardness. If you have fallen in love before you even are in a relationship, please please....fall out of love.

You shall only fall in love when you are both officially attached. You have a solid 50 or even more years that you both can be in love together so why rush now.

It's not easy controlling your emotions like this. It all requires great patience and practice to not fall in love easily. I used to be someone who is not in control of my own personal feelings, but i have trained my self to have self-control and be able to control my emotions. Not to say that i am emotionless, just that i can control my feelings and emotions better.

To be continued...

Relationship part 2...

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Wow! like PRO only me right, writing all these relationship advices and stuffs. Blueks! :P

Me myself also not attached yet, what pro is this? LOL!

here is part 2 of this series. Not sure how many parts there will be. As i learn in life, there will be more and more lessons in my blog.

Point #2
Right Person Mindset...

Yes, the "Right Person" mindset where almost everyone just says "sigh, when lah can i find this mr. right/mrs. right?" or "where is my mr./mrs. right wor? why never never appear one?"

I heard a lot of people complaining that they still can't find their mr./mrs. right anywhere. Even after a few years, still can't find one. Finding one will be very hard for now. Because there ain't no mr./mrs. right out there. In this world, nobody is perfect. I repeat that, NOBODY, not a single person is P.E.R.F.E.C.T. Well, maybe except God and Jesus! XD

So the first thing for you to do is to STOP finding that mr./mrs. right for there is no one out there who really deserve that title. Instead of finding one, why not just build one? oh, you must be asking "how do i even build a mr./mrs. right?" well, there is a way. I believe human beings are all made in common. We are all made in His image and i believe we all can improve some how, some way or another. We all start as babies right? We only know how to cry at the start, but then as we grow we, we tend to learn stuffs. Parents will teach us how to speak, how to do stuffs, how to eat, how to go to the loo (toilet), and so on. Even if our parents don't teach us, we eventually learn how to to stuffs on our own. Lets say lying for example. Nobody ever taught us how to lie. But we also lie eventually.

Even if we don't know a sport or an activity or sorts. We will learn it and then we can do it. The same as ABC. Once we have learned it, we can master it.

So the same goes to mr./mrs. right. We cant find that mr./mrs. right because he/she doesn't exist. We can try to learn to be one though! So lets start our next step by being the right person.

We always dream of having this kind of guy/girl, or this kind or that kind and so on. But we never realize that there will never be such a perfect person in this world. Each and every one of us have flaws and we need to break this mindset of finding the right person. Instead, we need to "Be the Right Person".

How to be the right person?, you asked. Well, the answer is simple. What do you think is the right person for you? Whatever values you think is the answer!

Example, lets say your dream girl is someone who is very kind, sporting, pretty inside and also outside, then you yourself will try also to be very kind, sporting, pretty inside out too. Of course we can't really change the way we look lah. But just groom yourself well and you'll be fine!

To be continued....


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LOL! you guys must be thinking "wow! dennis is in a relationship already?? Congrats!!!"

Actually, yes i am in one....Blueks!

With God la! LOL!


Anyways, i'm just writing this based on what i believe is good for a healthy relationship...

I may be wrong or right at any moment, you can choose to agree or disagree at any time, this is just my views and not some proven research or survey or anything. So don't bother debating with me on what or which is right and wrong :P

Basically there are a few things which you need even before you can start a relationship. I will go on each and every few rules one by one. Ceh preaching plak...LOL

Point #1
Steady Singlehood

Yes, you got me right. A good singlehood in life is key to having a good relationship in the future. When you are single is the time where you will be able to learn all the values in life and also the ways of life. Learning everything step by step and making mistakes and learning from it. Keeping your heads held high and temptations resisted, you can really learn alot during your singlehood days. Do not, i repeat....Do not ever get into a relationship which you think "that guy so cute right? i wish he is my bf" then when the guy knows the girl's intentions, i can bet you that some guys would just take advantage of that situation. The guy will most probably just go towards that girl, and even without both knowing each other, guy will ask "hey, i heard what you were saying bout me, so would you like to be my girlfriend?"

Yes, I've seen things like this happen before in front of my eyes. Having a lot of friends is an advantage after all. I get to learn things like this from a friend's perspective view. Basically, i call this the "Risky Rotting Relationship". Both sides do not even know each other yet. There might be a BIG possibility that they both don't like each other at all on the inside but just on the outside. There is also a possibility that both like totally different kind of stuffs or both sides are as stubborn as a brick wall or something. There is a HUGE R.I.S.K in this kind of relationship. You don't even know what each other intentions are. It might just either bring you up to the most successful relationship or just bring everything down to rot!

The world is a BIG world. We should not hurry at all. Be patient and wait and just get to know people here and there. The world is an adventure to explore and visit. People are everywhere and lest you know it, there are wonderful people all around you. Do not rush yourself. Thinking that you will never be able to get a girlfriend/boyfriend is the WRONG mindset. You must think and be positive of yourself and also your image. I guarantee you that you WILL get into a relationship better than ever if you wait.

When you wait while getting to know someone, you will know each other much much better. You will be able to know what each other likes and dislikes, and loves and hates, and so on. Some say, the best relationship is when 2 become 1. When 2 are really really close to each other and are really like the bestest of friends ever.

Here is a research done some time ago. A scientist wanted to do a research on a child development, and he leave one child at a time in one empty room with a chair and a table and only gave the child one marshmallow. The scientist told each child that he will return 2 hours later, and if the child manage to resist the temptation and NOT eat that marshmallow, the scientist will give the child another marshmallow. But if the child eats the marshmallow before he comes back, then he will just have what he already have.

The whole results that when the all the child reaches their high schools, those of them who resisted and waited for the scientist to come back without eating the marshmallow, had much better life while those that couldn't resist the temptation to eat the marshmallow before the scientist came back, had badder situations in their life.

I guess if i can simplify from the research the scientist did was, if you wait, and be patient, you will get a much better reward that what you actually thought it was good enough.

So 1st point recap is.....

Wait, get to know each other, and wait more...and when both times are right...then you may start a relationship...

Don't be surprise if i don't have a gf even when I'm 30. LOL!

December Happenings...Oh well...

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Well now, where shall i begin?

Actually most of the happenings are like during the last 2/3 weeks of December. Basically just started work again in December after the Emerge season has passed, and now beginning to feel the busyness again after quite some time never felt it.

Had tons of parties to attend as well as organized. Had a combined cell outing with 4 other cell groups which was a blast! It's been a long time since we had such a BIG combination of cell groups. Kinda made me feel like we're having a HUGE revival. LOL! Anyways, i got my flu on this very day and from this moment onwards, i hadn't been very the healthy even now I'm not really recovered yet from my coughs and flu. Been working with my flu and cough for the past 2 weeks, and kinda missed a few parties due to the sickness.

You name it, i got it. So far in this 2 weeks of sickness, i have all kinds of sickness, and diseases. So far, i still have the flu and cough. I had diarrhea yesterday, and i just recover today. I also vomited yesterday night just moments before the clock strikes 12am which hits Christmas day! I also had a few on and offs fever moments which kinda resulted in me missing elaine's xmas party. Kinda sad but it is just a HUGELY BAD TIMING TO GET SICK!

What a day to spend my Christmas. Lying on bed almost all day today. Don't really felt comfortable going out with diarrhea and the vomiting yesterday night. I have a wedding to go to tomorrow morning and also the dinner at night. I hope i can go. I already RSVP for it.

Basically, the whole point of this blog post is....

I don't want to be in a sickly no holiday mood feel anymore. It is the season for eating delicious foods and turkey and ham and yummiliciousness savory foods which satisfies my ever BIG desires and forever BIG stomach and a tongue which will never ever stop liking tastilicious whateverlicious to satisfy my tastebuds. Now food kinda feel tasteless to me and my appetite just aren't good with all this sickness in me.

For whatever sickness i have right now, i command you, yes you! i mean you right there! Get out you hear me! you don't belong here anymore. You are a nuisance and you are nobody best friend. Everyone hates you and you just don't belong anywhere nearby any human. Get lost you lousy troublesome flu and cough and fever and diarrhea and anything else that can be mentioned here.

Phew, felt so good after all the cursing towards the viruses and bacteria. HAHAHAHAH
okay...enough for my lameness...

Anywhere, I'm warning everyone right now.

Do Not Read beyond this point!

If you do read beyond this point, then you will need to agree to terms and conditions.

1. Do not reveal what i have done!
2. Do not post any photos you have taken during that scene in the internet
3. Do not ask how i did it
4. Keep quiet and do not gossip!

So you sure you want to continue reading this post?


I'm really warning you....

Please lah...don't read la........

I'm begging you.............don't read la......

Okay can read...but just keep it to yourself


promise ya????

Promise ya?? Don't break your promise ya?

Okay lah, here you go.

The story so far on the eventful 22nd December.

Anyway, there is one more thing which i did on 22nd of December. Which i never thought i would ever do in my whole life. My reputation has just changed with immediate effect with just one "acting" scene for the leader's drama. I never knew i was gonna be this character until like when i reached church and Tai Loong and Jireh just told me that i'm Potiphar's wife. I was like huh??? since when????? OMG! i already memorize the brother's script and everything. Now i had to memorize the wife's life in like half an hour and also indulge in the character as someone's horny, scandalous, seducing wife. LOL! Also, i never knew there was a dress until like half an hour before the drama competition starts. So i had to wear the dress and also found 2 balloons to be my A cup. (i know you must be laughing hysterically now) Basically, my role is to be a Potiphar's wife. And at the some point of the story, i had to seduce Joseph(a character in the bible) to "ahem" with me. so just~imagine~

According to people, i did a very scandalous and very good "acting". Which changed my reputation overnight with just that one performance. That's for being sacrificial and also sporting. But to even wear a dress with fake A cup size balloons as my breast? that is just way over the top! I can't believe i done that wild act.

My Deepest Condolences......

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My deepest heartiest condolences to
Brittany Murphy

Maybe you do not know her that well, but i do remember her from he acting in movies like 'Just Married', '8 Mile', 'Uptown Girls', and also voices in few movies like 'Happy Feet' and more movies. She is only 32 years of age, and she just passed just like that at such an early stage of her life. This year alone have been a tragic year for the creative entertainment world. With MJ a few months ago and also Malaysia's very own Yasmin Ahmad also...

It's sad and also scary to even think someone at such a young age like brittany can have a heart attack. It is just a tragic lost to the world. Another great and amazing talent has just gone...

Murphy's former boyfriend and "Just Married" co-star Ashton Kutcher posted his reaction to the news via Twitter.

"2day the world lost a little piece of sunshine. My deepest condolences go out 2 Brittany's family, her husband, & her amazing mother Sharon," Kutcher posted.

He added later: "see you on the other side kid."

Singer-actress Jessica Simpson tweeted: "Brittany Murphy was an incredible ray of Light to so many people. Her smile was contagious. My prayers are with her family and loved ones."

Actress Alyssa Milano, who did a USO tour with Murphy in 2003, wrote on Twitter: "She was a sweet soul, with a lot of talent and heart."

Anyways, this year has really been a eventful year. Hoping next year will be a much more happier memorable year compared to this.

Peace be with you guys...

*waves goodbye*

My Wish List for 2010!

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Here are all the things which are in my wishlist at the moment....XD
Maybe you can give it to me as a gift, maybe i just gather resources and buy one of them one day....some where

First up,
1.Acer's 23" Monitor!

Yes, first on my wish list is a monitor. I have been using and still am using those super old, outdated, dusty BIG FAT space eating CRT! those monitors are so heavy and bulky, they take nearly all of my desk space.

It is also has a HUGE 14" size screen which i can CLEARLY see EVERYTHING in SUPER SMALL DETAIL.... *being sarcastic here*

Yes, i surely need one soon. *hint hint* Christmas is in 4 days time and my birthday is also around far end corner in 3 months time...although i doubt i will get this from another person...i think i will get this myself when i have enough $$$ to spare.

I've been delaying from buying one for 3 years now. Why i delay, can just call it a sacrifice that i sowed somewhere out there which i know i will reap soon enough.

Up next on the number 2 spot is..... *drumrolls*

2. Western Digital 1TB SATA Hard Disk for my super fat no more space computer at home. I've been feeding my so called 2 hard disk at home with almost everything i can find. Games, movies, albums, E-books, more movies, drama series, more songs, artworks and also work related stuffs to the point of no return. I can't fit much more into my current 250 gb + 150gb hard disk at home. So i really need this one too as it quite affordable right now with all the price drop and increase in technology. I'm going to get this as soon as i have completed my pledge.

Up next is almost everyone's dream gadget...

3. iPhone 3GS

Yes, this is definitely on my wishlist! i dream of having this phone since it came out to launch. But since not having the $$$ to buy one, i been delaying it since it came out. LOL. Wonders when will i ever get to have one. Even though this is my dream phone, i don't think i will be getting one very soon. Very incredible tight right now. It is also the most expensive on my wish list.

4. Intel Core 2 Quad

Yes, you guys are starting to think I'm a nerd or something. Yes, i admit i am a gadget freak! Both me and my bro likes gadget very much. Every time there's a new gadget out on the streets, we are tempted to get our hands on it. So, call me a geek if you want to! XD coz i'm proud to be one! weeee! *act geeky*

5. Asus Maximus Formula II motherboard

Yes, this is a must have to go along with the Core 2 Quad Processor. This motherboard is a killer board for all gamers. Of course it is also a lil bit pricey. But what the heck! It is such an amazing mother board where almost every gamer wants! and yes, i admit i am a gamer myself! but i'm not really that extreme into it like i will play a gamer for more than few days without even leaving my seat. But yes, i can do that if i want and is very free. I done it before in the pass where Ragnarok Online was a frenzy. :D Anyways, thats the past and now we're in the future with all this technology just waiting to be bought! i want!!!

You think this is all i want. I actually want lots more than this. But I'm humble this is all for now. :) Actually i also want a Canon/Nikon DSLR Camera, A great gaming laptop, a new sporty car, and finally ahem....


*throws smoke bombs and runs away*

Be back in action soon!

Strenghts and Weaknesses...

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No pictures beyond this point. :P

These few weeks has been a road of recovery for me. Since emerge has passed, i have been pretty much tired and just need to retreat to my cave to recharge myself and add more oil to the already brightly lit fire in me.

A lot of things has happened throughout the past month or so. Being in the Parade of School for the 3rd year running. It's just an experience not to be forgotten, but every year, the risk is increased, and stunts are even more dangerous and every cluster is even more ambitious and crazy enough to do what ever it takes to win. Definitely feels more stressed and competitive this year. Wonder whats is in store next year. I doubt i will join again anymore next few years. :P

Other than POS, i didn't join as much competitions this year compared to last year. Feeling the effects of oldness...hahhaha!

Prayer meeting was yesterday, and i kinda received a revelation or sorts. There are a lot of people in this world who says, "no la, i don't think i can ever dance as good as you", or "wow! you're such an amazing dancer/singer/actor. i wish i can be like you".

Well, the answer is you can!

Everyone in this world are definitely born as a baby. Correct?

And of course babies don't know anything. All babies have in common is they can cry. LOL

But like you and me, we are all born with very low knowledge levels and know hows. We all read books and learn stuffs throughout our life. As we go through everyday things, we learn new stuffs all the time. Sometimes we may have a liking to something we did and that became a new passion for you. I believe that everyone in this world, do have a chance at whatever they want to do. All they have to do is to learn how to do it and also to have heart in it.

I was never a dancer before and i had no idea how to dance. But having interest in it and a heart to learn it, i manage to go on to the finals in Emerge 08 and even manage to get invited to perform elsewhere in Malaysia and also in Singapore once. This was like my highest point of on-stage cameo i had. After i started work, i guess i had to put priorities in other areas in my life.

One mistake people always do is have a lot of things they like. Which results in they don't really have anything they are good at and are just average at what they do. To really be good at things, you must be focused and keep on repeating the things that you are doing to be even better at it. Like the saying goes, "Practice makes perfect"

A good example is myself. I try to be good at everything, and be very flexible and try to be the man that can do all things. Anything at all, you name it, i can do it! This makes me just average at my abilities. I tend to overdo myself a lot and with the character in me, i am a little bit stubborn and am someone who will never give up doing things and tend to have determination in doing it.

Even if you asks me to stay up all night to do something or to fetch someone all the way to some ulu place which i will definitely get lost, and take hours to get back home, i will still do it. That is me and this is my strength and also my weaknesses. Every time when there is a season like this, i tend to retreat to my cave more often and try to recharge myself as i tend to overdo myself and get burn out badly after a season.

Nothings but words, and a sharing of who i am. Maybe you start to like me or even start to despise me, but i am who i am, and this is just who i am. :P


Dead Blog Walking

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Hi peeps!

This blog haven't been updated for awhile due to the busyness in this emerge season.

Lots of practices and late nights perfecting the dances and cheer and stunts.

After that season, will continue to blog.

For the meantime, this is a dead blog walking.

Peace! ^^

Just a thought of the day

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This blog is just a thought which i have in my mind these few days. Hopefully it can be useful for you guys who actually reads my blog. Enjoy!

I start with a few quotes which i really like and i kind of apply in my own life.

1st quote,

Future, Past, Present...

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." Buddha.

Yes, this quote was from Buddha. I was a Buddhist once before i converted into a Christian. This quote is quite powerful in a sense that it is very logical and also helps you concentrate more on what is happening in front of you and not into the distant future. Not all of you might agree with me and will most probably think about the future more because that is all that you really wanted to have in the future.

The far future city

But actually right, to have what you actually want in the future, its really how you do well in the present that will eventually decide your future. You can't possibly just dream BIG and have BIG plans if your present which is right in front of you now is still so unstable and shaky. How in the world are you going to have a bright future when all that is happening now is not even in control.

Also, we should not, and i should emphasis this part more. I repeat, we SHOULD NOT dwell on our past at all times. Yes, i know that the past will always haunt you sometimes of the day, and the past will always be there no matter what you do. Nothing can change what has been done in the past and we should not even think of the past mistakes that we have done. We should on the other hand, get our self up again and begin to walk forward and keep on moving forward and not even think of the past events. (Unless someone really invent a time machine where we can go back the the past and change the history of time and make things right. :P) In short, when we get knocked down, we should pick ourselves up again and continue to walk forward!

Time Machine?

To be continued in part II

Movies Previews

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Here are a number of movies which i can't wait to watch!
Some are coming out this year while some will be coming out next year!
Just some trailers if you lazy to search in youtube. Enjoy!

2012 In Cinemas 12 November 09

Alvin & the Chipmunks : The Squeakuel In Cinemas 24th December 09

Alice in Wonderland Released in March 2010

Toy Story 3 Released in June 2010

G-Force Review

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I just watched this movie yesterday with Kevin and few of his cg members.

Honestly, i was quite surprised by it. The whole storyline and everything. Of course the movie was a little predictable in terms of storyline but the characters just won the whole lot. The four 9 inch tall guinea pigs are just so adorable and cute. What more than the mole with that worm-like nose of his. The characters are just well done and the technology in the movie is just amazing.

Just imagine cockroaches which have sensors attached to them are trained to infiltrate enemy's territory without trace and evidence and can hide themselves in hidden area of the house and no one will even notice them. All secret will not even be safe anymore in the household with this roaches around.

Also imagine that with certain wireless hi-tech mini headsets for the guinea pigs and the mole to wear to allow them to communicate with humans and can just listen to them talk in "English".

For me, it's not that bad of a movie, but honestly i think its a one time show to watch. You shouldn't watch it over and over again. I still think Alvin and the Chipmunks win the cuteness factor! LOL

That's all folks! Written and Dusted!

Sun Ho - Fancy Free Music Video Debut!

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1 Year Anniversary! I Love You!

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I Love You!

I really do cherish you.
We're been together for one whole year.
Life spent together.
Experienced gained.
Wisdom written and sealed.
Long nights together.
Laughter shared together.
Bad days are lessened.
Good days seemed so much better.
With you around.
I appreciate all you've have done.
That you're always beside me.
Helping me share to the world.
Beside me, being my word and mouth.
Walked with me.
Slept with me.
Forever and ever.
Together we stand.
Stronger than ever.
We shall be united.
Together we will conquer.
Our love for each other.
Has never grown any stronger.
Than this before.
You and me.
We deserve each other.
So lets cheer each other up.
And be together for many years to come.
3 words, i say to you.
I Love You!

Happy 1 Year Anniversary!


My beloved blog.


Jaeson Ma | Love

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Verse 1
Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is. But Im a tell you what true love is. Love is not what you see in the movies. Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene, you know what I mean? Im telling you right now, true love is sacrifice. Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself, love is selfless not selfish. Love is god and god is love. Love is when you lay down your life for another, whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister, its even laying down your life for your enemies, that's unthinkable, but think about that. Love is true. Think.


I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love

I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Verse 2
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres.
Love never fails. Love is everlasting, its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time, love is the only thing that will last when you die, but ask the question why? Do you have love?


Verse 3
There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends. Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends? You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother, your father, or your best friends, but are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you? I'm going to tell you who did that, the definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love. The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow, hanging on a cross for your sin my sins, that is LOVE he died for you and me while we still hated him, that is love. God is true love, and if you don't know this love, now is the time to know, perfect love.


Chapter One | The Begining

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The Beginning

Where it all began?
Where is all started?
Where it all came from?
Where you came from?

Yes, we all came to this world the same exact way. Our parent meet up, friendship built, relationship grow, going on dates together, got together and then got married, mom got pregnant and finally you were born. Yes, we are all born in this world.

The simple fact is that all of us have a purpose in life that we need to find and pursue in life. We all start off with absolutely nothing in our knowledge. We don't know how to talk, we have not much strength to even walk or crawl, we can't jump yet, we can't communicate or even capable to do anything much. The only thing that everyone can do when they are born is cry. As babies born into this world, we are curious little people who likes to explore the world as we grow. Touching things around us and feeling each and every texture and detail around us. Everything that we want as a baby, eat, change diaper, play, to be carried, all we have to do is cry our hearts out. Our parents will eventually recognize that we want something and usually at the start, they wouldn't know what we actually wanted. Our parents have to guess what we actually want. Sometimes our parents may be wrong the first time, but sometimes they can be spot on.

Yes, that is all we know at the start. As young as that, we eventually grow to be bigger, chubbier, and cute. We are adored by each and everyone who saw us. Knowledge and wisdom wise, all of us, and i really mean "all", start with absolutely nothing, no knowledge, no wisdom and not knowing much of what our future can be. The only thing that we are good at is crying. Yes, we all can cry to the max of annoyance. Whatever we want or need, we can just cry and cry and our parents will have to decipher what we are trying to communicate to them.

Once we grow, we learn things slowly by vision and sight. Naturally we are all learners. It just the matter of we learn fast or slow, but all in all we are still learners. We all have a brain don't we? As babies, our learning curve is very high, that's why we learn fast while that young. This is the point of our life where our parents need to teach us lots of things and most importantly, speak to us in language we don't know so that we can develop our mother tongue.

All of us, our journey begins here. It's the start of our life and this is the beginning. We are all wonderfully and creatively made for a purpose by God. Take a look at yourself right now. Please tell me, who else have the same attributes as you. You are very unique because God made you. You have an incredible ability that no one else have and that is yourself. You are you, keeping you, you is who you are. Nobody can ever follow you or replicate you because you are who you are. You have those eyes, those ears, nose, face, hair, arms, legs, body, and just simply everything on your body is unique. Take a look at your fingerprints for example. The world population now is estimated by the United States Census Bureau to be 6.779 billion. The fact is that all of us have different fingerprints. Not a single person in the whole world has the same exact same fingerprints. So be proud of yourself. You have something which no other person have in this whole world and that is yourself.

A Story...of you and me...

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Here is another story. A story written out of inspiration. A story on a life's journey to the center of the earth. Where it all began till the present. A time for a long journey and adventure begins at a heart's stop. Continue moving on, and creating greater hopes for all mankind. This is the story of a lifetime. It all began here. This is our story.

Thanks to my readers for reading my blog until now. And to all the faithful readers, here am i again with one of my longest ever writings. Hopefully this few chapters of written blog can be a book someday. Having found inspirations from all sights of life and all kinds of angles that my eyes can see and my hands can touch, born was this story is. Moving on each day of life, this is about life itself. How can one really go through all stumbles of life and life lessons and roadblocks each and everyone faces in life. If you think you are the only one that is having a bad life, read this, and it may just change your perception just a bit. If it doesn't. hopefully it can be a great inspiration and give you thoughts of life for your own good and future.

"Your past will always be there, but your present is the one that will determine the future, so everything relies on the present"

This is a lifetime story which portrays real life events that has happened, and lessons in life which i think will be useful to some of you out there who have face similar trials and tribulations.

Stay tuned for the 1st chapter....

No Boundaries - Kris Allen

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Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz here I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries x3


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What's Love really about?
From an online dictionary,

The world "love" comes to us from the Middle English word luf, derived from the Old English word "lufu." This is akin to Old High German, "luba," and another Old English word, lēof, which means ‘dear’. Yet another word related to love, "lubere" or "libere," comes to us from the Romans. This Latin word means 'to please'. In all words related to the word love, roots relating to dear, pleasing, and cherished may be found, hinting at the deeper transcendent meaning of the modern word.

Most people think of the definition of love as a strong romantic attachment between two people, often intermingled with sexual desire and attraction. Throughout history, people defined love more broadly, encompassing many relationships. These forms of love and affection hold true today, although may not be the first definition that comes to mind when one hears the word. For example:

  • Love among family members; familial love, or love based on kinship ties
  • A mother’s love for her offspring
  • Love of neighbor, based on the Christian teaching of expressing concern and charity for all people
  • Love of country, or patriotism
  • Love of God, or expressive love for a deity or deities

Nearly all religions and cultures use precise language to define love. Most languages use various words to express levels of emotion, kinship, or affection. Ancient Greek, for example, uses many words to define precise levels of emotion. “Agape” means love in modern day Greek, but in ancient times referred to a pure love without sexual connotations. “Eros” includes passionate love full of desire and longing. “Philia”, mentioned by Aristotle, meant a dispassionate, virtuous and unselfish love. “Xenia” includes hospitality, and refers to a type of love most would consider charity or giving.

Our modern language uses the word love almost too frequently. We say “I love you” to our spouses, but say “I love chocolate ice cream!” to a friend to express a much less intense feeling.

Some people define love not by a feeling, but by actions. In this definition, love isn’t what you say – it’s what you do. Love would then be a verb, expressed in unselfish actions and deeds.

If you guys watched transformers, the main guy never said i "LOVE" you to the girl. To him its a taboo word. He only said it towards the end of the movie. LOL

This time, its about love. Yes, "love"

The word love is used many many time in the bible. Yes, God is love.

Love is indeed something very powerful and something very precious to keep.
Once you really get a hold of this love, you should really keep a hold of it and never let go.

"It only takes only second to meet someone, a minute to appreciate them, an hour to get to know them, a day to love them, but an entire lifetime to forget them."

Okay, so it's true that we only takes a second to meet someone.

Everywhere we go, we can just meet with different kinds of people. Left and right, in front or behind. There will be people around us. Unless of course we just hide ourselves in a quarantined room because of H1N1 sickness. Even when we are driving, there will be cars beside us, and for sure there will be a driver there right? Unless, you are driving like 3 or 4 am in the morning after your clubbing sessions with your friends or yamcha session.

It is also true that we only takes a minute to actually appreciate them. Some of us just flows with each other. Anything that we talk to each other, we just click. Any topics, any kind of stories, we can just relate to each other. In short, we just can talk.

An hour is also quite enough to get to know them. We can know someone quite a lot just by chatting with them for an hour. We can get to know their background, where they came from, what they do, what do they like, what foods and drinks they like, their hobbies, and so on. A lot of stuffs can be talked with within an hour. So yeah, it's quite true also.

A day to love to love them? yes, this can be true at times. There certainly won't be love at first sight. Maybe you can just admire their beauty at first sight, but you can never love someone at first sight. A day with them is all you need to actually fall in love with someone. Although this may just be a feeling, it doesn't mean you have to confess after just one day with that certain person.

And finally, an entire lifetime to forget. Yes, once we love that certain person with all our hearts, it is certainly very hard to forget them. Maybe never. Yes, people can change, but for us to change our bad habits are also quite hard. What more to change who we love.

To summarize everything, Love is a risk. You have to make decisions and you need to be patient.

Here is one of my favorite quotes from a movie

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful." A Walk To Remember (2002)

It is actually taken from the Bible from 1st Corinthians 13:4-7
Here is the New Living Translation Version

1 Corinthians 13:4-7 (New Living Translation)

4 Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud 5 or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. 6 It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. 7 Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

Yes, when we love someone, we should really be patient. Patience is the most important thing in a relationship. Without patience, nothing is going to work out. Sometimes, we just have to wait to get what we want. And yes, that requires lots and lots of patience. You can't expect instant results like how you can cook instant maggi or make instant 3-IN-1 coffee or so. Great relationship needs time and patience. May it be 2 years, 3 years, or who knows, it could be a lifetime. But that's relationship for you. There's one thing in common in all relationships. It all requires time and patience. No relationship between two person can flourish in an instant. It requires a lots of time together and friendship moments together for it to even be friends.


Okay, here are some facts about guys and girls alike.

1. Few things about guys

  • When a girl treat the guy very nice and kind, to the guys it is like a hint to them. When this happens, the guy will think "This girl very nice, i have hope!"
  • Guys will take the slightest of hints as BIG hints, while to the girl it is actually nothing.
  • There will be some guys who will do whatever it takes to get that girl's heart. No matter what, the guy will try do everything he can to get that girl's attention. Even if it requires sacrifice, the guy will do it.
  • Some guys are very direct while some are quite indirect in their approach
  • Guy are somewhat prone to rejections and some are also not quite in control of their emotions yet.
  • All guys have an ego but not all have the same level of egoism so yeah
  • Usually when a guy know that a few other guys are also chasing the same girl as they are, they will feel a little bit threaten but usually doesn't really shows it out because of their ego
To be continued.....

Yasmin Ahmad...

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Dedicated to the late Yasmin Ahmad, one of the greatest Malaysian creative directors out there whom i respected as a person and loved her movies and ads everywhere. She passed away just a few hours ago, 11:25pm Saturday, 25th July 2009. May she rest in peace in heaven and truly her legend lives on for years to come. Another great has passed again this year.

"Like clockwork" - Yasmin Ahmad

muslim cemetery
Originally uploaded by yasmin the storyteller.
"Like clockwork it happens,
tick by tock by quick tick by hurried tock,
but quietly,
its decibel perceptible
only to the cat and the dog.
The watch on the wrist tries to warn us,
tapping its tiny untiring beat
against the hesitant pulse of our blood;
the clock on the wall tocks on,
in defiance to the time-honoured tradition of
silence in the school hall.
We were not listening.

The body was doomed to stop
even before it started.
Death has a life of its own.
Time marches doggedly
to the cliff of its own end.

We were not listening;
deaf to the decay of the planets and the suns.
Stars were exploding and dying in the night.
We were making love;
making life.
We saw it happen in the garden;
to the trees and the pets,
and still we watched our own dying
with blinkered optimism
- “Today is the first day of the rest of your life” -
oh yes, and by the way,
also one day closer to the end of it.
And curiously, when it happens,
everyone is surprised.
Everyone is visibly moved.
Eyebrows are raised, eyes are lowered,
mouths open like unsuspecting clams,
tongues click.
Surprised, as if we had no knowledge of it,
as if it were a newcomer,
as if it were a sniper.
And when it’s over, everyone walks away,
lamenting the weather and the price of fish.
The grave is forgotten
sooner than it was remembered.

What wisdom descends when I pause to listen to death?
Nothing really.
Except, my beloved’s eyes dance
when he tells me about his day,
and I must remember to kiss them
before they finally close."

*This post was taken from Yasmin's Ahmad's Blog :

This is her current....i mean her last blog site :

Life's like a lemonade

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What's life about actually?

Well, everyone gets to go through this. This is a fact.
Even animals, insects, or who knows, aliens.
There is not a single living thing that doesn't goes through life.

Think about it, we may have our life as a baby when we are born, then we grow up, to be children, then to a teenager then finally to adulthood. The same goes to all animals, and insects. They also go through the same stage as us humans. God made us that way.

Just think, while we may have our own shopping centers and theme parks around, who knows in the tiny world below us where our feet steps on, have a world of their own. Imagine ants, having their theme parks and seeing the baby ants enjoying those roller coaster rides and so on. Of course, people would say this is crazy. How on earth can those cretins have such intelligence to make their own city.

Well, God is an amazing God, amazing how God made the whole world in just 7 days. It may sound impossible, but 1 day in heaven maybe a thousand years on earth.

So what is all this got to do with my title.

Well, what is a lemon?

A lemon is a fruit. Which is sour and if you add sugar, it can be sweet and sour.

If you add tea to it, then it becomes a lemonade. Well, life's like a lemonade.

Some people may enjoy lemonades very much but some just don't like the sourness of it.
Well, if you like lemonade very much, then you pretty much understand what I'm writing about.

I love lemonades myself, so i can say life's like a lemonade.

When i drink lemonade, it just makes me smile and happy because i love the drink.

Imagine doing the things that you love, it also makes you smile and feel happy, right?
Imagine watching your favorite team winning, you feel very happy right?
Imagine girls, shopping for their favorite clothes, you see their faces filled with joy.

All this stuff, i call them the "lemonade" effect

When you do things you love, you have this effect.
Of course, you may not love lemonade as much as i do, so you can call it whatever you like.
Like the "Life's like an apple" or "Life's like a football"

Lemonade can represent a lot of stuffs. It can represent the stuff which i do like the most. or even the girl that i like. Currently, I'm referring this to my overall life. So yeah, Life's like a lemonade.

Well, also like some lemonades, it can be very sour which makes an unpleasant look on your face.
*some people just make bad lemonades...LOL

So life can be good and also bad at certain times. We all go through this. We are humans after all.
We are not perfect. Even robots should have glitches at some times. Yes, it is a fact that humans make mistakes but we tried our best to do what we are good at. But sometimes, even though you are good at it, you still make mistakes. Well, that is human. If you never make any mistakes in your life, then you are not human. You're alien.

So what I'm trying to say is, move on!

Everyone will go through this from time to time. We just need to pick ourselves up and keep moving forward to that "almost perfect" lemonade.

I'm sure all of you face struggles in your life, even myself. But i always move on and look on to the future instead of linger on our past mistakes. What matters is the future.

Think Tomorrow!

Yes, i have been through all the struggles in the past that you might have faced too, but I've moved on and I've never been happier. Since I've been saved in City Harvest, my life been basically transformed and molded into who i am now. Although i know I still have lots to learn, I'm taking this step by step.

If you face a bad lemon, throw it away and get a new lemon!
There are tons of lemons around, don't just stick to one lemon.
But if you found that perfect lemon, stick to it and pursue it no matter what!
For your future depends on it, and i mean everything.

Life's like a lemonade.

*Lemon can be anything from your education, career, business, love, etc etc.

*no pics for now. No time to upload pics... T_T

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Here is a post dedicated to Kevin Rimas Lee


The Menu

Starter - Breaking of the the bread and errr.....olive oil
Olive Oil??

Mixed Set of some meatballs and calamari and some fried stuffs

You guys hungry yet? LOL

Spaghetti Meatballs

I'm getting hungrier myself..HAHA

The meatballs are soooooooo delicious!

The Lasagna also superbly amazingly beautifully scrumptiously delicious man!!!

Kevin got thirsty and wanted to drink the olive oil!

Typical Kevin trademark smile! LOL

See, kevin with his smile again.
Even though got girl standing beside him, same smile man.

Elaine with her trademark "peace" sign
Influencing me to do it too!

See...more peace signs...hahaha

The three of us with an amazingly camwhore technique!

the bill......

Guys trying to think of a way to pay for the bill as it comes...

Here is the most wonderfully creatively interesting part of the whole blog!
I'm serious
Why you laughing?
Promoting the HTC Touch Viva phone that i am holding

See...can attract girl model beside me also!

With her trademark "peace" sign together with the phone!

Pose with the phone!
Viva Forever!
Viva la Vida
Viva Las Vegas

HTC Touch Viva is the name,
Remember Remember the Touch of Viva!

It's a great phone! nuff said!

ps: reviews coming up!

What happens when i met Viva?

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When viva meets me!
Yesterday I went off for a drive...and this is where the love story the begins..

I recieved a anonymous love letter, where I did not know how or where did it came from. In the letter, it wrote...

“Dear dennis,
You and I haved been destined to be together. You may not yet know me that well, but I know you will fall in love with me soon enough...and this is my promise to you.”

This is like love at first sight. The first time I lay my hands on you, I have already fallen for your beauty. Your sleek and hourglass body shape just amazes me. Your gentle touch just flows right through me. Your eyes are like diamonds to me. Finally i have found you, my dearest and only Viva...

I've finally met Viva, whom i have been looking for a long time. What more can i ask from Viva, who can basically give everything i could ever possibly ask for. Everything i need i can just get it easily from Viva. In short, i have fallen in love with Viva! Nothing can separate between us right now. If we were ever separated, my world would just tremble down without any purpose.

Viva, a great friend, a solid companion, where you will never feel lonely. Everything is at your single touch, awaiting your fingers. Amusing you with everything Viva can offer, endless entertainment at your grasp. Be warned, Viva is here to stay for the long. Any competitors out there, get lost because Viva is here!

Viva is indeed the love phone of my life! XXDDD

When Viva meets me, the adventure begins and the love story starts here...

P/S - everything you read in this blog post is strictly fictional (it may be true and not true)and is just creatively expressed and written in a way of a story...hope you enjoy reading as i enjoy writing...

Designers Aren't Machines!

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credit to Lance K. Muller for his artwork.

Just want to express my feelings as a designer.

Random Tag by Elaine...

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Random Dennis Reveals
Answers the most random questions as honest as possible! It’s worth it!

What is the 7 MUST HAVE’s in ur dreams guy/girl?

1. Love God first above everything else. Means God is number one and im number 2.
2. Can accept of who i am...
3. Able to click with her and she is like my bestest ever friend
4. Younger and shorter than me...LOL (i really cannot accept if the girl is taller and older than me by alot)
5. Loving and caring!
6. Enjoy eating...eating great foods la...not eat alot! hahaha
7. Someone who i can spend the rest of my life with...

Even if it is impossible, if u can wish for ONLY 7 things, what would it be?

1. To be a pastor's PA (or just a church staff will be good enough!)
2. To have a bigger salary (LOL)
3. To be an art director or a actor(this one is dreaming)!
4. To be recognized as a great or good designer/director
5. To one day go back to Sabah/Labuan and build a church (i'm serious)
6. Write a book...
7. Get married by 27(MAX 29)...hahhaha

What’s ur shoe size?
8 ..i think...hahaha..long time didnt buy shoe..

What’s ur fav colour?
I don't mind wearing any colour as long as it suits, blue, white, black, green, grey, red...i don't think i will wear pink...still fobia..hahaha

Are ur BEST friend mostly guys or girls?
guys with nothings boxes are best...hahaha...can talk till 7am

What do u think is ur 7 weakness?
1. Sometimes too humble/scared...i never ever tried to do BIG things unless my leaders tells me to do
2. quite forgetful..boss scolded me alot....hahaha
3. Karat easily after few months didnt do that thing(like guitar, futsal and anything la)
4. Sometimes can be quiet but sometimes can be quite hyper
5. I always try to please everyone but it is impossible to please EVERYONE
6. Wanted to bless more but seed is sometimes limited..BIGGER SALARY
7. When i am super tired, i feel lazy...

What is your 7 Fav Restaurant?

1. I don't really have any favourites..
2. I basically love anything nice and delicious
3. Penang food rocks!
4. McDonalds are like CHEAP!!
5. Bah Kut Teh
6. Spicy Foods
7. Mom's home cook foods...

If u could, what colour would u paint the walls of the sanctuary of City Harvest Church?
as long as the presence of God is there and i love it then it doesn't really matter what colour it is... :D

To love or to be in love?

DO u belive in love at first sight?
err..not can you love someone who u just first met or saw at nid to build that relationship to a level then you will start to love that certain person...

What is ur fav verse in the bible?
John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends - this verse truly represent who i am sometimes...i am willing to do what it is required to help my friend out even if it does mean it will hurt me..

If u had the chance, if would colour ur hair….
i have dyed red and brown before...maybe highlight dark red or brown...hahaha


What is ur most fav part if a wedding?
when the bride and groom at the center and they say the vows and in the end they kissed...that is like soooo touching...

What better? Honesty or Loyalty?
can i choose both?? LOL

Dog or cat?
I don't mind both but i prefer cats..haha

You are afraid of….
1. Failing...
2. Stress piling up to the MAX
3. Death...of course la...i want to live looooong
4. of myself...hahaha..when i angry at myself for failing..hahaha

Honeymoon! U would go to….
1. Venice
2. Paris, France
3. Japan
4. Hawaii? hahaha

How do u describe urself?
I'm a good listener and a determined person. I never give up easily and will fight all the way or as hard as i can to do what is needed. I'm currently a graphics designer at an advertising agency and dreams of one day to appear on the BIG stage in performing arts or maybe just be an actor and act in BIG movies....hahaha

Is this tag wasting your time?
nope...atleast got something to do...hahah

Are u thinking of someone?
yes...praying for a few friends here and there...

When is ur first crush?
Form 2 or 3...

First relationship?
Form 5...does puppy love count?? LOL

First kiss?
err...on the mouth or on the cheeks?? i dun really remember...form 5 i think..haha

Is there one person you want to be with right now?

What is love to u?
The greatest and happiest thing in life is to Love and be loved...Love is something precious and something you have to treasure for you whole life...Love is when you love someone so much that you don't care about how they look or act and you love because of who he/she really is...You cant judge a book by its cover so you cant love someone by its cover...Love is pure and it should be kept honest and truthful

Do u think this tag asks alotta bout love?

DO u think this is a Marriage survey?
it feels like it...hahaha

DO u belive in happily ever afters?
Happily ever afters are there if you chase after it!

If u could go back to the past and change anything, what would u do?
I wouldn't want to change anything...i have learned alot of stuffs, and what i have experience is who i am right now..I wouldn't be Dennis if i didnt went through all those 22 years of my life so far..

Do u think this tag is long?


I'm In Love

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Really. Seriously.

I'm in love... :)

Love Story meets Viva La Vida

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Arranged by Jon Schmidt.
Co-arranged by Steven Sharp Nelson
Recorded at Big Idea studios
Engineered by Jake Bowen and Chuck Myers.
Produced by Jon Schmidt. Co- produced by Chuck Myers.
"Love Story" written by Taylor Swift.
"Viva la Vida" written by: Guy Berryman, Jonny Buckland, Will Champion, Chris Martin.
Video Produced by Amenat Studios.
Directed by Matthew Mclelland.
Director of Photography Patrick Ryan Gass

Get Giggsy Knighted!

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Get Giggsy knighted

With his 800th Reds appearance looming, just about every medal the game has to offer in a bulging trophy cabinet, and 19 incredible seasons served at Old Trafford, fans are calling for Ryan Giggs to be knighted.

Giggs made his Reds debut in the old First Division (that's how long he's been around) back in 1991 against Everton.

The Welshman's latest conquest - the prestigious PFA Players' Player of the Year - shouldn't be the only title bestowed upon him, according to United supporters.

The website,, is attempting to canvass a list of names to be sent to the Queen.

It's not the only online army calling for Giggs to be knighted, with several other sites also running petitions.

Giggs did collect an OBE from the Queen for services to football back in December 2007, but fans think Ryan deserves an even higher honour, with which he would join the likes of Sir Alex Ferguson and Sir Bobby Charlton.

Dr Tomato & Alberto

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Try to see yourselves
and please don't let the tears fall , coz you have it all
and now that you've yourself to figure out, how unfair it is
and you blame it on yourself
and He'll know you'll keep blaming yourself, because of what has happened

you will never be alone
coz He'll be there with you all the time,
and He'll won't leave you there all alone,
even if sacrificing Himself for you

it's alright, it's alright, it's gonna be alright
everything is changing,
and clouds are waving,
and darkness seems to keep falling down,
people grow taller and you'll feel shorter,
please don't think why its always like that

you will never be alone (never be alone)
coz He'll be there with you all the time,
and He'll won't leave you there all alone, (there all alone)
even if sacrificing Himself for you

cause your His, your His, His His His..., His true love, His whole heart
please keep that in mind, cause He's here, for you,
please don't hide away
please tell Him you'll stay woahhh, stay woahhh

He's there as you will
He can help in all ways possible,
and do know that you'll be okay
though your place is fading black

you will never be alone
coz He'll be there with you all the time,
and He'll won't leave you there all alone,
even if sacrificing Himself for you

you will never be alone
coz He'll be there with you all the time,
and He'll won't leave you there all alone,
even if sacrificing Himself for you

Another song i wrote...hope you guys like it!

Keeping It On

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Please help me now Lord, please find me a path,
How did you ever find me?
Pulled me back from, desperate and hiding
Finding a way back to the top

All I could ever do, All I could ever say,
is to try to keep it on,
All I could ever try, All I could ever keep,
It's all gone away now
Forgotten i am now

Keeping it on now, I must go on,
I must pull through it all now,
Keeping it on now, I must continue,
Because i know i must go on,
You guided me, whoa...
You kept me safe, whoa...

Walls of breakdown, caught me lazing off,
Finding a quick and easy way out,
Escaping to somewhere, anywhere i don't care,
That's where i want to run away...

All I could ever do, All I could ever say,
is to try to keep it on,
All I could ever try, All I could ever keep,
It's all gone away now
Forgotten i am now

Keeping it on now, I must go on,
I must pull through it all now,
Keeping it on now, I must continue,
Because i know i must go on,
You guided me, whoa...
You kept me safe, whoa...

I'm so lost now,
Giving up seemed to be, but what now?
What now?
Giving up seemed to be, but what now?

Keeping it on now, I must go on,
I must pull through it all now,
Keeping it on now, I must continue,
Because i know i must go on,
You guided me, whoa...
You kept me safe, whoa...
Thank you Lord, whoa...
Thank you Lord, whoa...

This is suppose to be a song,
i wrote it...XD!

There's only one me...

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There is only one me....

So don't kill me yah...

I have only 2 hands, 2 legs, a pair of eyes, a nose and a mouth and a brain
But there's only one me
Only one Dennis Wong
I know i'm the only person that can do that
But how can so many people expect so much out of me
I know i am capable in doing what I'm talented in
But still, there is only one me
I know i am the only one can do that
But again, there's only one me

I can't satisfy each and everyone happily
Because there's only one me
I'm really sorry if i can't meet your needs
when there's only one me
I'm pushing all i can to do what i can
because there's only one me
Even i have my limits
because i only have me

I only have myself to do everything
so don't give me any more
I can't do much more
because there's only one of me
I believe i can finish what i can
So please don't give me anymore

Please extend it if it is possible
because there is afterall one me

I will try my bestest
but still there is one and only one me


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I'm sorry i leave you alone
I'm sorry if i ignored you
I'm sorry if i did not touch you
I'm really sorry if i did not talked to you
I'm sorry if i did not meet up with you
and I'm sorry if i didn't cared about you

My beloved....

I'm truly sorry but i was really occupied with someone else
I've been meeting up with someone secretly
Each and everyday, i talk and work with this person

I'm sorry for everything i've done,
But i promise that i will come back to you

That promise i will never break as you are still in my heart
You will never ever leave me.
Never once i have forgotten you

I'm truly very sorry for i have betrayed you....

sorry if you guys misunderstood...LOL
i just thought of writing something very misleading and lame
for me to release stress from all this Tiggo-ness!

Its 30th of March

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some if you have pics ahead...

world of warcraft??

It's already 30th of March!
I've been so busy lately with everything
But thank God i've manage everything so far
It's all about balance and i've been able to get
a right balance that i'm comfortable with

It's not really easy to balance up your life
as you started working to gain experience
and at the same time, you serve God
Of course, everyone can do it
but only with discipline and a heart

To have heart is very important in what you do
Without that heart, things that you do tend to be
very clumsy and just "cincai" la in other words
Work and assignments will be messy and not organized
To be successful, you really must have heart

I'm studying to be a designer and now on probation
for about another 4 more months as a designer
in an events company for the past 2 months ady
After this, what experience i've gained
will indeed be very valueble
where i go after this, i'm not too sure
but i'm very sure it is gonna be UP and not down
I'm gonna be the head and not the tail!
the front and not the back!

I've grown so much in City Harvest that it has helped me alot
In everything i do, i try to apply anything Pastor thought me
Also serving as an usher thought me great things as well
I've changed so much from the old Dennis to now

City Harvest Church is a great church for youths to learn
and a great place to have this relationship with God
Also friends are plentiful and we are also fun
Church is not boring like what you think
It can be very fun indeed with all the big day events
and all the big preachers coming

If you are new in church or a christian who is looking for a church
in KL or PJ, or just a free thinker who has no religion views
I just invite you to come at least once to city harvest
I promise you won't regret it ever by coming
Get ready to be amazed by everyone you meet
and all the ministry members there

Be ready to be greeted by amazing smiling ushers
hear the amazing voices of the worship leaders singing
the choir singing in harmony to the praise and worship
the security in maintaining the order and safety of the church
the quality of the TV crew and Lighting crew
and also the sound crew for such amazing sound system

Just be blown away by all this
and don't get culture shock

City Harvest Church
No. 8, SS 13/6,
Subang Jaya,
47500 Selangor, Malaysia.
Tel: +603 56387573
Fax: +603 56341567

Working Life....

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This is like my first post in ages
Since i started working, i had not much time to myself
I don't even have time to go to pyramid to jalan jalan
Coleen has warned me during my interview last month
that when busy will be very busy
but then when free, will be very free

So now i'm so free, and since i finished all my work
i don't really know what to do

and now i'm listening to audio bible
Colossians 3

so see you!

Taggy Tagged Tag

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Every Time You Go Away (Clay Aiken)
-No, i am not if everytime you go away...LOL

Standing in That Place (Park Hyo Shin)
-I like standing in that place huh? LOL as an usher...hhaha

Looking For You (Kirk Franklin)
-LOL! I'm looking for you!

Rain Down (Hillsong & Delirious)
-HAAHAA...i always sing this when its about to rain

Delirious (David Geuatta)

wildly excited and happy
LOL! Be excited and happy always ya!

Beautiful (Jim Brickman)
-LOL! I can't say no more.

We Shall Be Free (Garth Brooks)
-LOL! So true...Be free from wars and evil!

-WHAT IS 2+2?
Hold On (Razorlight)
-i guess i don't want to know the answer so hold on! hahahahaha

Here I Am (Leona Lewis)
-LOL...I always there for my best true

August's Rhapsody (From Soundtrack August Rush)
-hahahaah...i guess the i like must such an amazing person like the song

Yue Ding (Guang Liang)
-Promise/Commitment...WOAH life is about promise and commitments

Kids Of The Future (Jonas Brothers)
-WOOHOO!! Kids of the future! AHAHHAHAA

High And Lifted Up (Hillsong)
WOAHH...seriously ah....i'm flattered

Only Human (Jason Mraz)
-LOL! can i even dance to this kind of song???

One Fine Wire (Colbie Cailat)
-Huh??? LOL..then the person that i like must be slim! hahahaha

Oh (Timbaland)
-LOL! title has no meaning tho but song is kinda up beat so errr... dance...hahaha

Hidden Track (My Chemical Romance)
-LOL!!!!! My secret is hidden somewhere

Gettin' Some Head (Shawna) comment...

I Like Me (Kirk Franlin)
-LOL...i like me but i dont really like like me...hahaha...if u get what i mean

Rebellion (Hayato Matsuo)
-Rebels makes me laugh??? idea man


11.11PM (All American Rejects)
-LOL..this doesnt make sense....i regret of 11.11 PM

You is my strength when i die....i guess i would die peacefully then since i have God with me

Violet Hill (Coldplay)
-errr....i don't know what this means...hahaha

I Don't Wanna Stop (Ozzy Osbourne) parents want me to stop but i don't want...stop what ah...hahaha

Relative (Gavin Degraw)
-a relative guess?? anyone?

Famous Last Words (My Chemical Romance)
-LOL...i fear last words from people alot...especially when they leave...sobs...

Make You Mine (Vanessa Hudgens)
-LOL!!! i wonder make who mine ya...hahahaha


You (Kierra Kiki Sheard)
Situation 1:

Boss:You must be the new employer.
Boss:What me?! I mean you are the new employer right?
Boss: You, You what! You Fired lah!